Otto Fay

Overcome attachment ...

Overcome attachment you can in 2 ways:1. Line up the rod inside, that is, learn to cope with difficulties, always take responsibility for themselves and follow their principles.2. Learn to trust people. Have confidence in man talks about his fidelity. Be prepared to interact with people and exchange information.We must depend only on himself. People are free, and attachment - it is nonsense, it's thirst for pain.Oscar Wilde.

I'll be very happy!

Hello )you will be able help me) I have something to tell today. I not long ago here. And of course I have problems communicating with you. I am very shy. Don't get me. I love to interact with you on various topics. But I sometimes feel sad when you're not with me) I really want to find let in your heart) I'm going to try and work better!!! I will do everything that you were happy!

very sad!

hi I fell in love with his friend(( Soon the feelings of mutual sympathy there was quite ordinary, but still no non-binding term, when the communicate already want, but more - no more than that, because in spite of our rapprochement, there was nothing of this in our relationship that could indicative of future metamorphoses - without the slightest experience of gay sex, and even more so - of homosexual love, we both their convergence is not considered from the point of view of possible sexual partnership.

To see and believe.

Take a breath right now and notice how refreshing the air, full of oxygen generated by trees and other plants, comes in you. You can't see air, but he's always available to you.

old acquaintances!

hi I have a little story for you) We met at the beginning of September, the first meeting in the lecture hall, and after a few days as something very easily and quietly agreed, feeling quite normal - reciprocal - sympathy is expressed initially quite simple: we have together to go on smoking breaks near sat on lectures, together went to the buffet or together, preparing for seminars, sitting in a library ... Chego-to special or significant hidden in all of this were not - in the first days of school in one way or another all together sizing, adapts, and we are here no exception.- Soon the feelings of mutual sympathy there was quite ordinary, but still no non-binding term, when the communicate already want, but more - no more than that, because in spite of our rapprochement, there was nothing of this in our relationship that could indicative of future metamorphoses - without the slightest experience of gay sex, and even more so - of homosexual love, we both their convergence is not considered from the point of view of possible sexual partnership.

I want to share!

hi. I have a story to tell! it's raining all day. and it is very sad for me! I really want summer . the sun, guys in t-shirts and bare feet! ooh! in the summer I'm going to go on vacation and have a good rest. I will go to bars and clubs. to pick up guys and have sex with them. I can't wait this day!"

clearly visible

It happened at the end of the school year, when the lessons lasted a long time, the street was very stuffy and I wanted to spend more time in the open air near the forest park. Prunus, then blossomed early, as ever, and its heady scent was intoxicating not only to me, perhaps, and all the others. So, it was then and this was the case, the witness whom I found myself, after the lesson, which took place in the open air near the local brook. We are introduced in the classroom with the work of the astrolabe, which you can determine the height of objects, and objects in the distance, it is - the first trigonometric skills definitions.After class, the boys agreed to meet in the evening at this place to catch beetles. The weather throughout May was sunny and hot, so we were able to catch the beetles in large numbers. This event we organized in the evening, when the heat subsided, and beetles flew out of their earthen shelters with a strong buzz that betrayed them and gave us the ability to quickly catch them. Caught just T-shirts, their bright surface of the beetles were clearly visible.

something of distant

I was lying on the shore, closing his eyes from the sun. My feet tenderly licked sea waves, whispering to me tales about mermaids unprecedented. My body is gradually sliding into the sea, and now I have completely dissolved in the blue, warm, gentle sea. I tumbled, executing aerial pas in the water, diving and fondled her breasts sandy bottom of the boundless sea, he surfaced and raised a myriad of sparkling in the sun splashes. The waves carried me to the warm, soft sand, and he continued to caress my body with golden grains ...I do not remember dozing off, I was awakened by a voice.- Hey, you, what's your name?Before me stood a tall, tanned guy. His head was adorned with burnt hair from the mane of the sun. The body was all right folded and I even noted that this stranger reminds me of the ancient Greek hero.- Sergei. Hesitantly I replied.- You live here? I have something you had not seen before.- No. I went on vacation.So we met. His name Sanka. Now we sunbathed and sea pleasures indulged in together.As - that time Sanka invited me to build on the shore of Sandy City. We have built a great fortress with towers and high walls. We dug deep moats, though they can not be filled with water - it is quickly absorbed into the sand. We smeared as hell. Sand was everywhere, even in shorts. It was therefore decided to throw off the convention and go swimming naked. It was a great feeling, a feeling of complete freedom. And I once again drew attention to the beautifully built body of my friend. Tired of marine pleasures, we threw his emaciated body to the sun flushed the sand. He gently enveloped our bodies, whispering to us something of distant wanderings.

We are waiting for changes.

It is difficult to live with the knowledge that you do not like one?I think finally, why this is so.Maybe it's just you do not love anyone but yourself?If there are still some people who interact with you - Appreciate them because they suffer your terrible vanity.Do not flatter yourself, and do not think they will be there for you always.Patience has its limits.Change your attitude to the world: start to demand from him the same, that you demand from your family, close friends and acquaintances.We are waiting for changes.

Fight with yourself

Friends, is familiar to you, when you caught any idea and pursued without regard for it knowing that it works exactly. You start quickly, but you have something does not work. And you begin to blame the whole idea is for you, for some reason does not work. Or blame the people who have offered it to you. Does not sound familiar? But nobody never reproached himself! Everything blame but yourself. But it is not so! You do see that this same idea helps others become other. To become successful. Why? Yes, because these people think like successful people. They develop. Yes, perhaps at the beginning, and you have read a few books, listened to a couple of entries, we watched a couple of videos. But as soon as something goes wrong for some reason you forget about everything. But what about the dream? YES! That is the dream that you moved? Where did it go? Your dream - this is your goal! And the more your goal, the more obstacles will meet on the way. If stopped, having met the first obstacle, then the target is too small. Mala because small obstacles with which you are faced was more objective. And therefore a full stop, turn back and bam! We do not have time to look back as the fall in the routine and in the eternal cycle of (work - shop - home), my friends, because this happened to me, too. But I found the strength to come back and swim against the current to meet his dream. And no barriers will not stop me! For my dream a lot more detail under our feet! Do not stop there. Even one step in the right direction, is worth a lot! The easiest course to turn back, but you will see that there .... ahead. This is your dream. And only in your power to fulfill it. So proceed, friends. Develop and go for it!

Be master of your life!

Have you ever thought to become a master of your life? It's great to do what you want, to have enough for this money, time and health! How great does not depend on the work, not to be afraid, that at any moment you can be fired and you do not have anything to live. 95% of people every day wake up alarm clock, go to work, then the household chores ... And in the end they themselves still not more than a couple hours a day ... But they can not and it's time to spend as they want - no this money ... And all because they do not know that they know what the other 5% of people who can afford to sleep as much as they want to work from half an hour to two hours per day ( "uncle" as the favorite), live as you want and do what he likes !!! So you want to get it in the 5%. And it's real! To become a successful and independent to learn from successful people! I know how to do it! And you?!

History of billiards)

The game draws, the game is fascinating - how many words about it and it was still to be told ... And again a game ... Today let's talk about the game of billiards - is another common humanity that we, Russians, have been deprived of for the last 80 years. Game balls were almost first invented by man. Homeland billiards is considered Asia - India and, soon, China. By a strange cast of the national character, the most important inventions made by the Chinese, is rarely brought to perfection. But the Genoese merchants, along with silk, gunpowder and the compass were brought to Europe and a new game. Argue with the Chinese on the British championship in billiards are taken that are still in the early Middle Ages loved to drive a few balls on firmly compacted earthen floor, trying to carry them through the hoop. It was called a pastime, "Rall-Mall". These are the roots of the games that go into a very deep cultural layers of humanity. Sun King Louis XIV was very fond of admiring their grace and elegance during a game of billiards. He was proud of many of its superiority over other games. In Russia, from the very beginning of the development of billiards went offline. Billiards have appeared thanks to Peter the Great. With the game he met in Holland and on his return he ordered his subjects to do the same table "for your entertainment." Billiards put into the king's reception, to the great men, wait for the audience, "not engaged pustobrehstvom and spend time usefully." Soon, all the courtiers got pool tables. Already in the reign of Anna Ivanovna, who herself played every day, billiard tables and stood in restaurants. With the game got to know more and more the general population. Among the prominent Russian billiard time of Catherine the Great was Mikhail Lomonosov. A couple in the game he often was the notorious Count Grigory Orlov, also a great player. Since 1812, according to the classic billiards Anatoly Lehmann, billiards spread everywhere. At first they were made with very wide luzami and small balls. However, Russian players have sought to complication, trying not only to "do the balls", but also "try carambola" in other spheres as French billiards. The game at that time stood out more and more national features billiards, which in the future will be called "Russian". Focusing on luznom billiards, Russian began to order the manufacturers tables such that the ball hit the net just under very precise impact. Such tables are referred to as "stringent". Until 1917, Russian billiards evolved along with all known species in the world of games. After the revolution, its development was stopped and began to decline. Reason demonstrative hatred of Soviet bosses in this game, apparently, was in an atmosphere of deep democratic liberties that inevitably accompanies it. However, this did not prevent the party elite and Stalin himself at leisure to indulge in this pastime. Last I loved to play pool with Mikhail Kalinin. "The leader of the peoples" and won much more strong players, but the fact is that only turned out quite naturally, because no matter how he tried to get into the pocket, no matter how shaking his gray beard, but still - smeared. Whatever it may be, as a national kind of billiards in Russia survived. Preserved uncompromising, almost devoid of accidents style of play, which is gaining more and more fans not only in our country but around the world.

Great day

One day he asked me to show my playlist on your computer to download from there a few hits. I agreed to do it later. He did not mind, and I set to work. More precisely, my tactics: "How do I make him understand that I masturbate while looking at naked men." I opened a few pages of gay videos with a very exciting and leave the computer on his desk. I warned him that the computer is ready, and when I heard his footsteps in the next room, then quickly ran to the bathroom and waited, and when he sees it all. But when I came out of the closet and went to him, my gay pages were closed and he was full of fun listening to music. I do not understand anything. Maybe the computer is turned off?I did not realize until we left together in his car "to work" (as he said at the time) and did not go outside the city.

It was the case

We met at the beginning of September, the first meeting in the lecture hall, and after a few days as something very easily and quietly agreed, feeling quite normal - reciprocal - sympathy is expressed initially quite simple: we have together to go on smoking breaks near sat on lectures, together went to the buffet or together, preparing for seminars, sitting in a library ... Chego-to special or significant hidden in all of this were not - in the first days of school in one way or another all together sizing, adapts, and we are here no exception.- Soon the feelings of mutual sympathy there was quite ordinary, but still no non-binding term, when the communicate already want, but more - no more than that, because in spite of our rapprochement, there was nothing of this in our relationship that could indicative of future metamorphoses - without the slightest experience of gay sex, and even more so - of homosexual love, we both their convergence is not considered from the point of view of possible sexual partnership.

Is Edible cactus?))

Probably everyone felt great pleasure in being among the plants in the garden, forest, park or nature reserve, enjoying the beauty, form and aromas of diverse plants and flowers, not even knowing that many of them can be eaten. There are countries in which many of the plants, as well as a variety of flowers that seems to be not suitable for food, eaten for centuries. In Mexico, for example, is used for cooking various dishes of cacti. Yes, these are huge and prickly plants. Of course, not all kinds of cactuses are suitable for food, but the prickly pear is just perfect for this.Although this ugly cactus is found in many countries of North and South America as well as in other parts of the world arid, rather than just referring to it only to determine whether it is valuable. Prickly pears are distinguished by the presence in addition to the rough areolas also glochidia that when touched to pierce the skin and stay on your toes. American Indians successfully get rid of them using molten wax, which solidify, is separated from the skin along with the insidious glochidia. Young segments and fruits of many species of Opuntia with local names "nopal" and "Tuna" sweet taste - a favorite delicacy of Hispanics. Some prickly pear, which in Mexico more than 200 species, reaching a height of 2-5 meters. Large rotate tubular flowers on short peduncle develop one for areolas, located both on the top and around the edges of the segments.The small town of Milpa Alta, near Mexico City - the perfect place for cultivation of cacti. Local farmers are now even exports them to other countries. In Milpa Alta, an annual fair, during which you can try all kinds of dishes from the prickly pear. In Mexico the cactus shoots, already peeled and ready to eat, you can buy almost anywhere, both in small markets or in supermarkets today. Shoots cactus, intended for cooking should be fresh and soft. Mexicans prepare them in different ways and served with many meat dishes. So, nopal from time immemorial belonged to the Mexican kitchen. Even the ancient Aztecs and Mayans prized for its unique combination of taste and medicinal qualities. The leaves of this cactus, not only have good taste, but also rich in calcium and potassium. The use of this food in a cactus, stimulates production of insulin in the body. Mexicans are very fond of pickled leaves are prickly - "Nopalitos". "Nopalitos" resembles the taste of pickles and peppers, and so it is often used for the preparation of vegetable salads, cold appetizers, as well as as a garnish for meat and fish dishes. The product is ready for consumption. But one of the most popular dishes are fried steak with cactus. A breakfast Mexicans traditionally cooked eggs, which add chopped pieces of cactus.In addition, young stems of cactus can make a delicious salad: boiled cactus cut into cubes, add finely chopped tomatoes, onions, cilantro, and mix it all, add the olive oil, vinegar and salt. First, the cactus can seem tasteless and unappetizing because of its viscous consistency, but if you add to it some sharp Mexican sauce, it becomes quite pleasant to the taste ... Opuntia, like the other useful plants, is widely used in medicine. For example, experts from the Institute of Nutrition of the state of Mexico, studying this useful plant, note that, among other things, it helps to reduce total cholesterol and low density lipoprotein. Some medical researchers say that the cactus helps with diabetes. Scientists continue to conduct research and, perhaps, the world will soon learn about other useful properties of the plant))

My weasel

May holidays decided to celebrate at the apartment classmate whose parents went to the cottage. In our student company turned an unfamiliar young man in a leather suit. Oleg, our neighbor, classmate, after graduating from college he served in Mongolia, at the moment was on vacation and was among the invitees. Our seats were at a table nearby, people were many, and they all sat closely pressed against each other.Oleg was sitting on my right, wielding right hand, the left he placed on my thigh and gently squeezed it. I was elated, festive mood, and I calmly took off his right hand with his left his thigh. Oleg showed no resistance and charming smile, pressed my hand to his leather thigh. Leather trousers was pleasant to the touch, my hand stayed on his sturdy thigh, and as the number of drunk more and more insistent on it turned out, stroking and caressing him.

How to learn to juggle?

There's something I can do. He learned this long ago, back in school, and it took me about three days. This skill is often rescued me when I had to entertain guests or just relax. No, it is not meditation and shpagoglotanie, although it can be called a stretch attraction. Intrigued? We are talking about ... juggling. The thing that fascinates many people, but in fact a very, very simple. It is enough to have at least some kind of coordination of movements, and a few days for training (not from morning to night, of course, and one and a half hours daily) - and if you are not completely hopeless, I promise: You will start pretty well to juggle three days. Where to begin? Of course - with props! You will not believe, but I have used their training ... ordinary potatoes! It is cheap, it is full house, besides medium-sized potatoes lie comfortably in the hand. Of course, the potato does not match with the rubber balls, but that they still need to buy! Purchase as usual will be delayed for a few days, a week, a month, and then train you start ever. So quickly took out a pair of dusty sack of potatoes, wash, dry them and start training.To get started, try to juggle two potatoes with two hands. It looks silly, but it helps to understand the mechanics of the process. After the initial development of one hand remove - the left if you are right handed and right if you are lucky to be born left-handed. Throw balls, mace potatoes and thus to the air they form an ellipse - only objects flying in opposite directions (up and down) will not collide with each other. Oh, it's obvious ?! So - when I started, it seemed like a great discovery! After steady juggling with one hand, add another hand and one ball. Manipulation in the air three subjects - what distinguishes circus performer from the wretched amateur acting at matinees. How to juggle? Of course, the "cascade"! You do not know what a "cascade"? I did not know, until one day he wandered to the site Alexei Slovesnova. It was there I was told that I was juggling a cascade, and speak only in prose. There is available a program called SuperDuper «juggler», «juggler" in English (which is why the wildly difficult to look at it references on the Internet). The program shows the different ways juggling two, three, four, and so on objects. The tiny and primitive, it nevertheless introduced me to such a wonderful way of juggling as a "Fountain", which I have so far not been able to learn (but full of desire to do so as soon as possible!). In general, a wonderful program that loyal assistant novice juggler. All. Instructions are given, and props are waiting for its owner, who had just finished reading this post. How? Are you still sitting at the computer screen? Well run to the gym!

What is morality, or Reflections on hypocrisy)

Today I was thinking about human morality and norms of behavior. The behavior corresponding to the demands of society at a given time, is seen as normal and approved. Deviating behavior, on the other hand, contrary to the basic attitudes and values ​​prevailing in a society at a given time. That is, public morality - a category changing. With the change of the society and social norms change, operating in it. It is only necessary to have time to adapt to the new conditions. Many still live - adapting to change. High moral and glubokonravstvennye people. Very deep ... In our society, sanctimonious "war is legal, and there is no love." Public morality is always adapts to to serve the dominant force - the state religion, dictator or a democratic leader. Public morality is trying to bring all to a common denominator - to establish a common norm for the herd. But the norm as a single pattern of behavior for all people is just average - and looks like some kind of scheme, weakly associated with a variety of real life, and sometimes reaching the point of absurdity. And bestiality becomes completely natural, normal state for human crowd. In everyday life it is expressed astonishment at the sight of passers-by happy man in the street (as an option). At the level of social phenomena it is expressed in the tightening of public morality in relation to those who imagined that could be happy where frustration prevails. There are individual morality. The right of everyone to have their own opinion and to live as he wants. After all, people will never be able to match any one standard, and the rights of the individual will never be respected by society, at least because of any rule there are exceptions. Individual morality public intellectuals in the external manifestations always coincide with public morality. Externally match - so calm. What's inside of them is unknown. Alien soul - darkness. And someone else's callousness - too. Averaging people creates problems. Every person has a choice. Life - feelings, emotions, creativity. Or quiet safe sanctimonious existence.

In the village of Banya)

One summer, I wanted to be alone for the weekend and decided to get away from the big Peter. Through acquaintances found in a small house on the lake in the village of N. In Friday night's rest at the lake with the brought beer, and on Saturday I decided to go to the local public bath, the benefit of such there was, to my great surprise. You can not go in the village and do not wash in the bath. On this day, there were only 7 people, all were male, probably in the garden all go without their ladies. Also, there was the attendant, call it Anvar, it was as it turned out half Russian, half, Azerbaijani felts, felts someone else: in general, most of those places. And that's the whole story started with that, realizing that without the ladies room, the men took off all that they had. Everyone went to the steam room, and I tarried with things in the dressing room. And at this moment entered Anwar, my eye for some reason down on his cock, it was a healthy beautiful specimen, which hung in a half-waking state. I could not look away, 15 seconds, like a fool, I was staring at his . He caught my confusion and waited pause asked, like? I do not have time to have nothing to say, he continued, - Stay last. Do not run away early and went to the steam room. A minute later, I joined the others, the men told some stories, waving brooms, opened a beer. Everything was great, steamed for about 2 hours, and already fairly beer, the men decided to gather. And all this time I could not get out of my head what happened in the dressing room. Guys dressed and I went to the shower, when I came out, they were almost ready and asked to wait for me or not. I said that we in different directions, so make sense, probably not. They agreed, and after 2 minutes left.

Randomness in the pool)

It was an ordinary spring day when I was going to sign up for a workout in the pool. None of the friends no longer wanted and I had to go alone. Pool was on the other end of town, so I took my parents the money for the bus, gathered all right and drove off.Going to the pool is almost no one was there, I quickly changed shoes slippers and went to inspect the nurse. I got a card from her and went to the locker room. It has already been 15 people the boys my age. He passed naked bodies, found a free locker and began to undress. He took off his all and started to dress as a melting approached me one back and stepped on them, that I could not pull them.-Where Are you in a hurry, said a voice from behindI filched breath-What To wear swimming trunks in the shower if they still shoot, someone said, and took both hands to my ass.-Excellent Ass, right now we try itI heard footsteps, and he pulled away from me, the nurse came in and told everyone to undress and go into the shower. I was shaking the whole body.All the guys went to the shower room and closed the door. You have 20 minutes, a voice was heard at the door.